I haven't been very active here. I have so many things going on right now. And I feel like I am pretty much out of gas. My store will turn three next monday and that keeps me busy too. Today life is pretty much accomplishing things all the time. It is important to remember also that life is for living. I tend to forget that. I love being an entrepreneur but sometimes it takes its toll.
R E M E M B E R T O L I V E.
I woke up this morning, checked Instagram and noticed I’ve lost hundreds of followers. Did it affect me? YES. I know it would’ve sounded a lot better if I said no it didn’t but that would be a lie. And I’m not here to tell you fake it till you make it, I want to be honest. I started to wonder why it actually mattered to me? Why do I care if I lose followers? INSECURITY. That’s the answer. I was like oh they didn’t like what I posted and/or wrote. And now the real question: Why should I care if they didn’t like it? Why do I let this to affect me? Honestly I think I’ve built some of my self-belief based on how many followers/likes I got. It’s like a rollercoaster. But also I’m aware it’s not healthy and it’s taking a lot of energy. From now on I’m going to post straight from my heart. Feel free to dm me or comment below if you’ve ever had similar thoughts. I want my Instagram page to be a honest platform where we can all share our honest and raw emotions. 🌸
Let’s not be afraid of being a human and having insecurities. Ps. I was also insecure to write about this because my first thought was that oh now they’re going to think I’m shallow or childish. But you know what? If someone thinks that way it’s ok. I wrote about this so I can break the cycle. 🦋 -mia