Sometimes I forget too to look back- not to see the things that I left behind but to appreciate how far I have come in this journey called life. I struggle too and I have problems that you have no idea about and you don't even have to. All you need to know is that sometimes I fail too, I see myself flawed too, I feel bad too, I look in the mirror and I think: you could be so much more and better and here you are trying so hard day by day and you have almost no results.
Yes, I give hate to myself too sometimes. Not because I deserve that, but because I am human and I overthink a lot. My mind is tricky and when Im tired, things in my life are gathering and they overwhelm me I just explode and fall in the dark.
And I stay there in darkness for a while trying to find a way out, a light- until I remember: I AM MY OWN LIGHT. That moment I set myself on fire and let the part of me that drags me down to burn to ashes.
Ive always loved the idea of a phoenix bird who burns itself and raises from her own ashes.
Bad moments come in waves exactly like good ones. So whenever you are in the dark, remember: you are the light. So burn, light your way out of the darkness and like a phoenix bird, be reborn from your own ashes.
1,0125518 February, 2019
I received a visit from the queen 👑
Do you know what aircraft it is?
3,0687418 February, 2019
Be an independent thinker at all times, and ignore anyone who attempts to define you in a limiting way.
Ca doi străini ce se cunosc de-o viață
Ești tu și eu, sînt eu și tu
Ca vinul alb sau roșu și eu gheața
Ce m-am topit în tine dinadins.
Sîntem pierduți, perpetuu condamnați
La veșnica, eternă dragoste-n abis
Atît de diferiți, dar gemeni în credință
Aidoma credinței lui Sisif.
Sînt eu și tu, ești tu și eu
Contrast al sufletului meu
Ca doi iubiți ce se cunosc de-o zi
Și doi străini ce vor trăi o viață.