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  • Me, queen of solitude
  • 649 6 20 February, 2019

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  • life update.

i have had a tough couple of weeks. the first picture here is me on thursday after the worst of my week.
i wish it wasn’t like this, it happens every year apparently. just this week i’ve had two panic attacks (one of which was on the bus to work so you already know how that shift went), a breakdown at three on tuesday morning which resulted in george staying up longer with me to relax me and get me to go to sleep. i dropped my phone this morning and the screen is even more hecked than usual and yesterday a family friend gained her wings. there was a lot to process this week and i’m still trying to sort it all out. 
but all is not completely lost. in an starting effort to help my mental health improve, george, on the days he starts work later, has been getting me up and eating breakfast whilst it’s still morning. he has been giving me encouragement to be productive so now i’ve donated two bags of clothes that i hadn’t worn in a long time and cleared space in my closet. i have actually done the dishes and the living room kinda looks tidy. 
today, he paid for me to get my hair done. so here in the second picture, i present to you a new kayla. he also took me to nandos for a date night. 
i am very lucky to have someone in my life who is a firm constant and continually helps me in my recovery. 
sorry it’s a long one, i just haven’t gotten the motivation or inspiration to write a blog post about anything at the moment. (also sorry it’s a repost; my phone just adds whatever it likes and i only wanted the two pictures up.)
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#theoldkaylacantcometothephonerightnow #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #lifewithdyspraxia #lifewithanxiety #multipic #newhair #lifeupdate #lifewithbpd #recovery #selfies #snapchatfiltered #bpd #babysteps #relationship #support #love #life #beforeandafter
  • life update.

    i have had a tough couple of weeks. the first picture here is me on thursday after the worst of my week.
    i wish it wasn’t like this, it happens every year apparently. just this week i’ve had two panic attacks (one of which was on the bus to work so you already know how that shift went), a breakdown at three on tuesday morning which resulted in george staying up longer with me to relax me and get me to go to sleep. i dropped my phone this morning and the screen is even more hecked than usual and yesterday a family friend gained her wings. there was a lot to process this week and i’m still trying to sort it all out.
    but all is not completely lost. in an starting effort to help my mental health improve, george, on the days he starts work later, has been getting me up and eating breakfast whilst it’s still morning. he has been giving me encouragement to be productive so now i’ve donated two bags of clothes that i hadn’t worn in a long time and cleared space in my closet. i have actually done the dishes and the living room kinda looks tidy.
    today, he paid for me to get my hair done. so here in the second picture, i present to you a new kayla. he also took me to nandos for a date night.
    i am very lucky to have someone in my life who is a firm constant and continually helps me in my recovery.
    sorry it’s a long one, i just haven’t gotten the motivation or inspiration to write a blog post about anything at the moment. (also sorry it’s a repost; my phone just adds whatever it likes and i only wanted the two pictures up.)
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    #theoldkaylacantcometothephonerightnow #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #lifewithdyspraxia #lifewithanxiety #multipic #newhair #lifeupdate #lifewithbpd #recovery #selfies #snapchatfiltered #bpd #babysteps #relationship #support #love #life #beforeandafter
  • 4 0 17 minutes ago
  • I visited family today and was just amazed at the healing since I was a child. We can laugh, talk about hard things and fun things, tease each other. When I was a child, my BPD had me so angry all the time. I couldn’t appreciate my family. For those of you who don’t have a family that can heal, find a family of your own. Maybe it’s online, maybe it’s friends in your area, maybe it’s a support group. But find people you can laugh and cry with. It’s healing 💚 #bpdfamily #bpdrecovery #actuallybpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #coaching
  • I visited family today and was just amazed at the healing since I was a child. We can laugh, talk about hard things and fun things, tease each other. When I was a child, my BPD had me so angry all the time. I couldn’t appreciate my family. For those of you who don’t have a family that can heal, find a family of your own. Maybe it’s online, maybe it’s friends in your area, maybe it’s a support group. But find people you can laugh and cry with. It’s healing 💚 #bpdfamily #bpdrecovery #actuallybpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #coaching
  • 7 0 28 minutes ago
  • #SAMSwag #tshirt 
What shirt is your favorite? 
Which One do you want?? Coming Soon ! Stay Comnected To Learn More

All of our gear will be printed by our friends at @fatcatswagcanada — they do amazing work! Give them a follow!! Proceeds from #SAMSwag will be donated to Suicide & Mental Health Awareness Fundraising 
In June 2014 I attempted suicide that required major surgery in order to save my life. I would relapse again in June 2016, a common trend throughout my life. 
I have attempted suicide more times than I can count with my hands. 
Admitted as a formal mental health patient I was given the tools to understand my mental health. 
I was able to take control and improve in all areas of my life, turning my life around. 
What stuck with me the most was setting a goal. A real one. 
One that would push me in all areas of my life. 
For me it was to race a stock car again.

Racing IMCA Modifieds was a real challenging and obtainable goal. 
With hard work, daily dedication and practice I was able to achieve my goals mentally and physically. 
I am extremely proud to say in summer 2017 I rejoined my family, passion and favorite pastime- stock car racing 
I now have the @nascar_pintys_series in my sights ! 
Rock Bottom to @nascar campaign has begun!! It is extremely humbling to say that within less than one year I went from being extremely suicidal, entertaining my vices and living a negative life to reaching my goal racing an IMCA Modified stock Car. 
SAM Motorsports a division of @sam_suicideawarenessmovement 
@racingtosavelives 
RACING TO SAVE LIVES 
Proudly donates 100% of our purse money to #mentalhealthawareness & #suicideawareness fundraising. 
GET INVOLVED 🏁
HAVE FUN 🏁
RAISE AWARENESS
  • #SAMSwag   #tshirt  
    What shirt is your favorite? 
    Which One do you want?? Coming Soon ! Stay Comnected To Learn More

    All of our gear will be printed by our friends at @fatcatswagcanada — they do amazing work! Give them a follow!! Proceeds from  #SAMSwag  will be donated to Suicide & Mental Health Awareness Fundraising
    In June 2014 I attempted suicide that required major surgery in order to save my life. I would relapse again in June 2016, a common trend throughout my life. 
    I have attempted suicide more times than I can count with my hands. 
    Admitted as a formal mental health patient I was given the tools to understand my mental health. 
    I was able to take control and improve in all areas of my life, turning my life around. 
    What stuck with me the most was setting a goal. A real one. 
    One that would push me in all areas of my life. 
    For me it was to race a stock car again.

    Racing IMCA Modifieds was a real challenging and obtainable goal. 
    With hard work, daily dedication and practice I was able to achieve my goals mentally and physically. 
    I am extremely proud to say in summer 2017 I rejoined my family, passion and favorite pastime- stock car racing
    I now have the @nascar_pintys_series in my sights ! 
    Rock Bottom to @nascar campaign has begun!! It is extremely humbling to say that within less than one year I went from being extremely suicidal, entertaining my vices and living a negative life to reaching my goal racing an IMCA Modified stock Car.
    SAM Motorsports a division of @sam_suicideawarenessmovement
    @racingtosavelives 
    RACING TO SAVE LIVES 
    Proudly donates 100% of our purse money to  #mentalhealthawareness  &  #suicideawareness  fundraising. 
    GET INVOLVED 🏁
    HAVE FUN 🏁
    RAISE AWARENESS
  • 12 1 50 minutes ago
  • #SAMSwag #tshirt 
What shirt is your favorite? 
Which One do you want?? Coming Soon ! Stay Comnected To Learn More

All of our gear will be printed by our friends at @fatcatswagcanada — they do amazing work! Give them a follow!! Proceeds from #SAMSwag will be donated to Suicide & Mental Health Awareness Fundraising 
In June 2014 I attempted suicide that required major surgery in order to save my life. I would relapse again in June 2016, a common trend throughout my life. 
I have attempted suicide more times than I can count with my hands. 
Admitted as a formal mental health patient I was given the tools to understand my mental health. 
I was able to take control and improve in all areas of my life, turning my life around. 
What stuck with me the most was setting a goal. A real one. 
One that would push me in all areas of my life. 
For me it was to race a stock car again.

Racing IMCA Modifieds was a real challenging and obtainable goal. 
With hard work, daily dedication and practice I was able to achieve my goals mentally and physically. 
I am extremely proud to say in summer 2017 I rejoined my family, passion and favorite pastime- stock car racing 
I now have the @nascar_pintys_series in my sights ! 
Rock Bottom to @nascar campaign has begun!! It is extremely humbling to say that within less than one year I went from being extremely suicidal, entertaining my vices and living a negative life to reaching my goal racing an IMCA Modified stock Car. 
SAM Motorsports a division of @sam_suicideawarenessmovement 
@racingtosavelives 
RACING TO SAVE LIVES 
Proudly donates 100% of our purse money to #mentalhealthawareness & #suicideawareness fundraising. 
GET INVOLVED 🏁
HAVE FUN 🏁
RAISE AWARENESS 🏁

#sam #racingtosavelives 
#mentalhealth#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bipolar 
#mentalillness #recovery #race #calgary#ottawa #toronto
#nascar #stockcarracing #fast #cars#stockcar #racing #modified #racecar#speed #motorsport #team
  • #SAMSwag   #tshirt  
    What shirt is your favorite? 
    Which One do you want?? Coming Soon ! Stay Comnected To Learn More

    All of our gear will be printed by our friends at @fatcatswagcanada — they do amazing work! Give them a follow!! Proceeds from  #SAMSwag  will be donated to Suicide & Mental Health Awareness Fundraising
    In June 2014 I attempted suicide that required major surgery in order to save my life. I would relapse again in June 2016, a common trend throughout my life. 
    I have attempted suicide more times than I can count with my hands. 
    Admitted as a formal mental health patient I was given the tools to understand my mental health. 
    I was able to take control and improve in all areas of my life, turning my life around. 
    What stuck with me the most was setting a goal. A real one. 
    One that would push me in all areas of my life. 
    For me it was to race a stock car again.

    Racing IMCA Modifieds was a real challenging and obtainable goal. 
    With hard work, daily dedication and practice I was able to achieve my goals mentally and physically. 
    I am extremely proud to say in summer 2017 I rejoined my family, passion and favorite pastime- stock car racing
    I now have the @nascar_pintys_series in my sights ! 
    Rock Bottom to @nascar campaign has begun!! It is extremely humbling to say that within less than one year I went from being extremely suicidal, entertaining my vices and living a negative life to reaching my goal racing an IMCA Modified stock Car.
    SAM Motorsports a division of @sam_suicideawarenessmovement
    @racingtosavelives 
    RACING TO SAVE LIVES 
    Proudly donates 100% of our purse money to  #mentalhealthawareness  &  #suicideawareness  fundraising.
    GET INVOLVED 🏁
    HAVE FUN 🏁
    RAISE AWARENESS 🏁

    #sam   #racingtosavelives  
    #mentalhealth #borderlinepersonalitydisorder   #bipolar  
    #mentalillness   #recovery   #race   #calgary #ottawa   #toronto
    #nascar   #stockcarracing   #fast   #cars #stockcar   #racing   #modified   #racecar #speed   #motorsport   #team
  • 14 0 53 minutes ago
  • sadly accurate
  • sadly accurate
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